Are you giving your life away, or are you merely giving it up? The difference in prepositions is as great as heaven is from hell.
Withdraw, even from withdrawal!
Never, ever call for destruction. All you know how to do is to destroy. Train all your energy and wit on creation, if you have any wit within you.
Out of the sanctuary and into the street. Leaving your church was easy. You have killed your idols. You have murdered your myth-makers. You are a cut-rate Nietzsche. Bravo. Ah, but you refuse to let go of your cherished community (which is really only a cadre), your sacred space (which is only private property), and your precious safety (which is only the surplus of conquest). Leave the fiction of home all together. Out of the sanctuary and into the street. You will not be saved until you are homeless.
Be set free, even from freedom!
"Follow me." There is no escaping it. Everyone has tried, but no one can get before you.
You are a mindless monk and heartless friar. Do not pretend it is otherwise.
Yesterday your church was a gymnasium. Today it is a hospital. Tomorrow it will be an airport.
You don't want friends. You don't want companions. You want brothers. You also want to leap tall buildings in a single bound.
For as long as you run, the horizon does not grow closer. Think instead about how you will ascend. It's either ascend or run aground.
The journey never starts over.
You said you have nothing to left to give. Rubbish. There is pain, anger, sadness, loneliness, and emptiness. Find a way to give those things away. Or have you given up on these, too?
Sunday, April 18, 2010
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